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12:32 AM - Wednesday, February 18, 2009

So yesterday, I did my every day routine which I've never do for a long time . Kimek, aku jumpe Ilah (: You know how much I used to complain about my every day routine being boring, but I realised I was lucky I had them every time . Everyday I woke up and I know my home phone would ring and I would hear Ilah's just-awoken-voice, and we'll ask each other to siap and go down to meet up . But things changed, and I can't complain cause it's my fault .

So we went down, and I couldn't tell you how my heart thumps seeing her , maybe I missed her too much , maybe I wasn't being unfair, not wanting to tell my side of the story, maybe cause the fact that we've drifted so far apart, maybe just cause I felt like hugging her . Then she came nearer and she smiled at me cause tempat beli minom closed . She was beautiful la, I must say . Then standard, took my lighted ciggarette and smiled, and then I knew we couldn't be awkward . Yes, I haven't met her for long when I used to meet her everyday, but there wasn't a much BIG gap yesterday . So we went to Chai Chee, drank there (: had to go to and fro the toliet, hahaha ! Sekali rokok takde, dah sengket, beli angun kau . Hahaha , then we planned to go back Bedok around 3 or 4 . But we updated each other soo much that it was already 5 something . I must say, she still somehow seems like my big sister, the one who always look out for me . Even when we're far apart, she still keeps a look out, and know what I've been doing . And so, we went back Bedok Inter, met Ina in our drunkard stupor , and me and Ina sent Ilah to 88 cause she needs to go to Yati's crib . It was sad that we had to go behind their backs just to meet . Then Ina and Farah had to take care of me . Actually not really, I just lie down, singing2 for a while then I got up and talked to them and lepak rouine went by (:

The five of us, Yati, Ilah, Aina, Nurul, Farah . Our friendship is so much different than others . It isn't something we expect you to comprehend . It doesn't break that easily . And if it does, there are always strings pulling us back . We're not just friends, or whatever those minahreps called themselves, we're more like a whole . Every thing that we do, it's a 'we' thing, not just an 'I' thing . Our company of friends gets bigger, but nothing beats the five of us . It will always be us . I don't know how to explain our bond . It's nothing that you think of, really . Don't even try to guess . Like Ilah said, "The four of you has owned a space in my heart and if you guys were to be gone, that place remains empty and no one can replace it, no matter who she or he is ."

Labels: Bummed; Always back to the beginning .