Take a look at me .
Can't you see ?
I'm invulnerable and stronger
That's why I dared to scream at you in anger .
Isn't this what you want ?
So please back off, give me space and air .
I've found the happiness I wanted, so please let me be at it .
You said you wanted me to move on, and yet you're not letting me un-love you
Which I already did .
You're trying so hard trying to remind me about us, but there was never a time when it's just us .
There's always another girl .
You took my dignity away by bringing her down with our friends and had me crying in front there, ashamed of how my friends might think of me .
You already took my rights when you told everyone I was the bitch .
You already my sense of right and wrong when you lied again and again .
You told me to change and everytime I tried to, you say it wasn't good enough .
I'm not your slave .
You find me when you're in deep shit cause you know I won't judge you .
I'm not your toy .
I know I'm naive but not stupid .
I'm just trying to be understanding of how it's like being you .
You already took all my confidence I was trying to gain back .
I can't even see myself without seeing everything's wrong with me .
My happiness is not with you .
So please I beg you .
Please let me go .
Let me do what I want to .
I want to be happy, with bitch or w/o him .
Dammnn, I'm missing my sweet bitch already !
Bloodthirsting Temptation, Hallucination of the Blind
navigate using the bars above . Press anything, everything .
Y O U R S T R U L Y
sixteen cheers for me
Perfunction like me is perfect
Life's awesome
But Im getting bored of singlity
Im Superman
Superiority sucks, it ruins people
So yeah, I suck .
I'm the kind of girl who ALWAYS have a bad hair day .
I stammer alot . I'm super clumsy . I zoned out, alot .
I'm short, thin, small-eyed but I have a talking tummy .
I get rejected, and it'll rain on my wedding day .
Yup, I'm low esteem (:
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am STRANGE
ONE Yo Freaks, I make it simple for you. TWO If you think you're too superior, leave . THREE I'm haywired, difficult, weird in my own way . FOUR I think the best of everyone and the worst of everything . FIVE I'm weak in many ways . SIX I'm no bitch but I can act as one . SEVEN I'm no gangster but I can along with them . EIGHT All I want to do now is partyy . NINE All I want is to see a bit of light in the end of the day . TEN I can't make it Farah, Ilah, Yati, Yuyul, Mom, Dad, Ari, AinaJ, Kyna . ELEVEN &I love Afa, Ina, Epul, Rad, Anoi, Adah & alot more . TWELVE And definitely, I'm thankful that I've found my bitch . THIRTEEN No rules, just have courtesy alright (: FOURTEEN Gossip, label all you want about me . FIFTEEN But remember you're still on my blog page, bitch (:
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Work . Enjoy . Smoke . Drink . Fly . Get a proper boyfriend .
B I T C H F I T S
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A fool believed, I can't just go on like this
6:40 AM - Monday, January 5, 2009
P A S T O F M O M E N T S
wasting my life away
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