I've realised I've known this for a long time .
And it doesn't matter if we ended or not, cause it have never begun .
We were just fine as friends .
I loved you, maybe . But it didn't feel right .
The feeling was like . . . uhh . different ?
As in a bad way of different . I guess I wanted to give myself a chance thats why . We rush things . When I knew, yours were just an infatuation and I was just trying .
I'm just bummed with people taking advantage of me and the chances I give .
He asked me to give myself a chance and him to prove something, anything .
It was never love for the past months , we were just trying to prove something .
We're cool, as friends .
Yet, I should have listen to my friends .
Damn .
Now, I'm throwing every lil bit of my past (:
Maybe, just maybe .
I've finally felt like excited for something different .
It's been a long time .
Like a year or two perhaps ?
Maybe, just maybe .
I like my bytch, as a companion .
I can't put him in the lepak people's list neither the friend's list .
He's just . . . different ?
Different in a good way .
Oh damn, don't tell me .
Don't tell me my friends were right .
I'm like . . . crushing ?
Labels: Bummed; Dude you were right . I've never bothered since you've never cared .