Im so loving school, at least unless our seats will change .
Haha !
Me and Farah ended up laughing the whole day .
Haha, she claims there's satans in class 4/3 .
Fucking fun !
Afa was expressionless .
And this is Farah's way to stop laughing : HAIZZZ ! ASTARFIRULLAHHALAZIM !
Mine was : OKAY2, TAK KLAKAR, TAK KLAKAR .
We kept on saying that to ourself to stop from laughing, but couldn't .
(: Myy baby (;
Afa asked me just now : Abe Farah ape ?
I answered : Farah ? Dier bestfriend aku tak pena tinggalkan aku sampai sekarang(still counting) .
And I mean it .
FARAH, is the one who seen me grow at the upmost important verge of myy life .
ILAH, the one who walks in, not everytime, but at the point of needs .
&AFA, the one who makes me understand myyself and make me realise, and keep trying no matter how hard-headed I am .
ILY all, including the rest .
Which reminds me, I feel so bad .
Guy: "I am so sure . I'm reserved for you. No rush, take your time ."
Me: No no, don't . Seriously . I wouldn't want you to lose out on any opportunities, especially when I'm not sure myyself . What if there's no gain just loss ?
Guy: Idc cause I am so sure , and all I ask for is someone who I can pour out myy feelings to which I kept for 4 or 5 years . I don't expect much .
Me: You don't . But I expect ALOT from myself and commitments expects alot . Listen, honestly, I'm afraid of commitments . Alright FRIEND, I'm dizzy, off to bed .
The I-don't-know-what-number-already guy Ive been pushing away for someone who is just, haiz .
No looking back, I can't fucking regret, cause I made this happen . I don't need all those flings or whatever, I just need myy friends to understand why I'm still hoping for rain that would never pour . Waiting for him means I have nothing to gain or lose . Cause I have all I need to replace everything else, YOU GUYS (:
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