And I went speechless after an hour of debating cause of what he said soon after . This I just can't deny, but I tried lying myy way out, cause I just wanted to make myy point:
You're being selfish to me too, cause im afraid of commitments, give me time . I was wrong we're not better off as friends, we're better off as strangers, what we originally were . I am sorry .
And till now I can't stop thinking bout what he said .
Am I selfish ?
Am I just not thinking about myself ?
Like, I'm not giving anyone a chance except him, who's I'm unsure of giving me up .
I'm tired of depending on time .
And why is it this time, being faithful is just so wrong .
God please guide me to the right one .
Labels: Bummed; Im not thinking about any other or me but just him .