How fucking ignorant have Ive been ?!
Myy friends were having their troubles and only talk among themselves .
I know we're close but I felt distance, Im so different from them .
Im so different from what I used to be .
I can't decide .
I can't understand .
Im just not Aina .
The sad thing is; EXAMS TIME
This is why Im having no assholic mood to blogg .
People, including friends and family looking down on you .
Now, I stammer alot, I don't jump like I use to .
Mom hasn't been talking to me for 3 weeks .
She was saying I have no mother, it never bothered me until just now cause tears was spilling when she said it .
Mom, I swear it hurts .
I didn't talk cause I overheard you saying, you hate the sight of me and the sound of my voice .
I don't ask for pocket money cause of Im egoistic but cause I know you're trying hard .
You're different so am I .
Keep me from this cold, cold world .
And baby,
Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the baby I used to know
I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no
That means memories, and its crazy
I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
No excuse
But I got this
Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, he let me down, I wont feel that no more
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I cant help it
Cause my heart is in the same old condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same
-I'm so cold
Labels: Bummed; Space, time . It's useless- I need a RUNaway