And yesterday, i was forced to face reality .
Im fucking pressured, fuck they make the decision for me, not me .
Then they or rather he fucking blame it on myy friends .
I didn't lie, just that I kept a few things from you .
I can't posibbly tell you of myy past cause you weren't there to see it .
Myy friends were, so please stop saying like you know me like WHOA !
Cmon, you're not myy boyfriend, and you're not even close to 3 weeks of knowing me .
Just a day and you concluded you like me .
Thats just plain bullshit, that I needed time to comprehen .
You're a pill, that I needed time to swallow .
You don't expect me to just flow through it, when you just came barging in to myy life confessing you're the one who loves me most right ?
You see, its either you let me try to accept you or just reject you at that moment .
I thought, we might clicked if more time were given .
Dont force me into things if you don't give me time .
Don't be angry if I just rejected you at that moment cause you didn't give me time .
Cause of you, I was forced to face the fact that he was never there .
Cause of you, I felt rushed to love someone .
Cause of you, I felt rushed to forget someone who's been there at the tip of myy life .
Cause of you, I felt like a fool loving someone who's never gonna be there .
Cause of you, I fell even more into namby-pamby of confusion .
PLEASE UNDERSTAND .
The thing is; did you ever think bout me ? If I felt the same or if Im ready .
Labels: Bummed; All I need is time .