Rheumatic Pain
7:25 AM - Monday, March 31, 2008
Oh God, save me from POA, fucking niggling .
Didn't do PE then school got even by trapping me in ludicrous subject .
It wasn't even fucking lucrative and I learnt nothing, AND I MEAN NOTHING .
And recent post, I apologised to all readers, I was wrong and Farah and her Beruang still on .
First thing, I put away myy ego and apologise to Fuad if you think Im influencing anyone and wants you to walk away from her .
All I can say is things are not what its seems, and anyway I apologised .
I know it was wrong, I was wrong, everything was wrong .
I know its not in myy place to determine you and Farah .
But I think I don't need to explain stuffs cause it don't matter .
It's up to you to think what of it .
Sorry, and don't take this the wrong way .
And Farah Im sorry, if you feel that Im causing rifts .
Thirdly, I apologised to someone if you feel like Ive been avoiding you .
Cause I don't even have time for myselff .
Fourthly, I Give Up on us.
Fifthly, iLy and let people say it's lascivious and you're a player .
" Judged me w/o asking and to think of all people you, I can't believe it . I know we can't be friends but enemies? "
" And if he can't accept me, what makes you think I can accept that fact that he can't and you can? Its complicated"
" Even if i lived not to bother and give in, things can never feel the same cause I don't feel the same. "
" How can I continue if I can't move a step further. "
"This lumbago is lucidly unbearable . Please be myy lullaby, once again ."
CONCLUSION; BEFUDDLED -AINA
Labels: Bummed; It's kaput, there's nothing you all can do about it .
Difference makes me green
6:32 AM - Thursday, March 27, 2008
Bam!So it's a thursday, nothing different . I failed Physics test by half a mark, pathetic i know .Wanted to go home early but let Farah instead, she was seriously sick .But now Im sick, sick and tired of his words .First AfaDarling and her darling fought cutely *i wish i had that*Then Him and I did, not cutely, furiously .It's like he's trying to tell me to not bother his life, but he doesn't know limits and I think I love him too much to see him suffer in the future .But he don't see this, maybe I am bothering his life .Urgh. Urgh. Urgh.6 months waiting; Im wishing its worth it.Irfaan&Afa thanks for everything .Im reconsidering .And never break up; the sweetest couple of the year (;I MEAN IT!
"Sometimes I exist to you, sometimes I don't ."
Labels: Bummed; Tell myyself to relax but bleeding from love is impossible to escape .-AINA
Not backups; but myy reliables
6:17 AM
And these are important people too; SKANKS what they call themselves or whatever like that so .
Epul loves to liwat and I love to liwat him . He can be the lil bro or the big bro depending on time to time . NYAHAHAHAS (;
Khunsa is the unlimited you-will-never-understand craziness and the PICIT girl (;
Baby Yuyul; the cute funny one . (;
The creative and innovative one; RAD (;
"Be it ever-changing, temperatural, conflicts, the main substance is love"Labels: Bummed; Don't tell me, I am back to square one-AINA
Everything
6:58 AM - Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Credits goes to these important saviours&suckers (;
And Fret is the one while Zalseiy is myy 8 years never-ending childhood friend .
T his Snickers freak is the best bytch of myne . You know you can never replace her .
This fly is the one who stand by me eventhough Im the suckiest to her . Im sorry, but please dont leave. FYI, dats myy shades (;
A true friend; a sacrastic but honest one . My like-one life and these makes her special(;
"They may not be the one always there for me to smile with .
But their hearing of myy whines and just knowing and understanding without judging made them important . You know no matter what they'll stay in your heart and wish they're there every minute of your life . Not really every minute, actually."Labels: Bummed; Please stay, don't leave . You guys know I need it-AINA
Sweeping Statement
6:09 AM
Bam! If I would care more, I think I would be awfully different .So I guess caring less, makes things happen .But maybe hallucination and illusions help .But not for long, i guess .If you're telling me to grow up, realise that you should grow up first .Cause the ones who identifies others as immature, are the immature ones to waste time judging others instead of repairing themselves .So. . .I should probable care about myyself and head to sleep la-la now (;Labels: Bummed; Not being true to your truest friends sucks more than getting myy feet shove up myy ass-AINA
